Clearly in every story there are two sides.
One.....
On the brighter side I can now be myself again. I can now get back on being a partyphile, and by that I can party all night, smoke, drink, and again be what I want and go where I would want to be. Know what I guess ill be starting to act as one now. Hakuna Matata
Two.....
On the dullest side of the story. I hate being the one to leave someone behind, though I'm used of being left behind. My dull life just got worst, I just did dug my own grave. A whole and happy family that I always wanted, I can now say goodbye to it! I may waste, no my life is now a waste, a shit hole I should say. I may not see the one that I cherish and love so much, the only one that I would catch a bullet for. I may not see the sun in my life again. My brains might fry and burn. No music in my head, and music plays a vital part of my life.
bottom of this....
MY LIFE IS IN DEEP SHIT RIGHT NOW!
distract yourself with something good, create a new hobby or what.. just dont mess with your life... it's not yet the end of the world and we dont even know when truly is the end of the world, so make the most of it..that is doing good in everything.... :]
ReplyDeleteI am trying to distract myself.. ohh yeah I am.. though struggling... using music to gain some inspiration ... and to have that spark to light up my candle of chance ..
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